I'm ready to meet my beast
You hear her.
She's snarling or crying in the background but you push her away. Be quiet! You can't be here, you tell her sharply.
In doing so, she runs your life subconsciously, from the shadows you put her in. She'll be the fear in your ear when you meet someone new, the voice that tells you you can't have it, you're unlovable, wrong, bad, or the mean, angry protector of your vulnerable insides so no one can hurt you again.
Until you meet the beast, you'll continue to be confused as to why your life is the way it is. Why you still seem to feel alone in your relationships or experience the same things over and over.
Your true power & beauty lies in the acceptance, embodiment, and integration of the beasts that live within you. Break the chains, go into the cave, and let her in (and out).
Let her become your ally, instead of your enemy.
Face her, know her, love her.